Like A Novel.

2009-06-24T22:37:00.003+08:00

Why must this be so?
Why must everything happen at this point of time?
Perhaps, i should had know right at the beginning.

2009-06-22T19:30:00.002+08:00

Lacking of sleep recently. Lol, well so that explains my short post.
-Okay, went for cca from 9-1.30 pm.
-Went to meet saggie erica priscilla shumin mabel yunmin at compass.
-Head down to anchorvale CC play badminton.
-Around 5pm, head down to plaza sing with saggie, wanted to buy some stuffs, but didn't get to.
-Head home around 7pm ?
-Tired to the max now

Oh damn, my homeworks. Zzz. Well, hopefully holidays would be extended! :D

2009-06-20T19:15:00.002+08:00

Went to NYP for some workshop on thursday. Was boring, duh. But i guess its due to the long hours. Their teaching speed is rather slow ? Lol, one step they took dont know how long to teach. Facebooking throughout. Yesterday, watch ghost of the girlfriend past with shumin mabel saggie yunmin. Meeting time was 12.30 i reached at 1.30pm ++ Hahaha. Ps. There're quite lot of sexual scenes though. Hmm, nice show to me. Hahah, esp the ending (: Today, stayed at home and used photoshop to create some stuffs. Hehe.

even when im only doing things for you, i feel happy (:

2009-06-16T19:45:00.002+08:00

Holidays are coming to an end. So fast. Lol. I guess your guys would realise i aint active in posting already. Haah. K, no detailed post. In fact a super summarised post.

Thursday, went wild wild wet. Friday, i remember going out but cant remember where at this moment. Saturday, went out with family and celebrated fathers' day in advanced. Sunday, went out with my cousins. Monday, couldn't join Erica and others for badminton at 9am as i slept till noon. So went to play in the evening with LongBoon. Today, intended to go bugis, but was sick. Zz.

Hmmm, i am still thinking if i should go to NYP tomorrow. :O

2009-06-10T18:43:00.003+08:00

remember the forgotten.

Tired tired~

Woke up at 7am today while i slept at around 4am yesterday. Lol. Then prepare and stuffs and went to meet SiewPeng JiaYong Gideon WeiJun WeiBin at compass. Bused 159 down to NYP for some SGCC stuffs. Met dominic at NYP. Was boring initially. Lunch time was super funny. LOL. Jiayong and gideon mixed fruit punch, condensed milk and tea all together. Gross. Then gideon accidentally spit out what he drank at dominic. LOL, merlion. Hahah.

Yup, after lunch was boring again. Haha. Had talk and watch videos. Throughout was talking with siewpeng about ghost stuffs. Hehe. Everything ended at around 5pm. So late~ So mrted back with all of them. After alighting from circle line all run like some lunatic to catch the coming train. Haha. And so, homed :D

Suddenly i realised this holiday is so packed. From tomorrow will next thursday, will be going out everyday. For ownself and not for ownself. Lol, what am i talking -.- And the whole of week 4 , there's cca everyday. Gotta rush out the project already, date line 26 June! We barely started. Lol. Oh man, my homeworks. Damn.

isirwdeftsoy.pidafmbjtsit.

2009-06-09T20:00:00.004+08:00

riday to saturday:

Had sports leader camp. Though it doesnt require overnight, still it was tiring. Had to wake up at 7am on both days. Hmm, nothing much. Camp was alright. Played some games. Didnt really remember what had happened except that we need to do a reflection on it. -.-

Monday :

Went for 6B'07 class outing. Was superb fun okay. Went Pasir Ris Park, bascially did nothing. Just spent about 1 hour or so walking here and there. Split halfway. Me, xueqi, yanquan and emillio went ehub while the rest went beach. Lunched with them at pastamania. Went to find the rest and went kbox. Sang alot of Show and Jay songs. Hahah. All left except me, xueqi, yanquan and wai siong. Sang till 7pm. Bused 89 home with them :D

Today :

Woke up at noon and played sims2 all the way till evening. Hahah. Im lame i know.

The following days would be real busy. Hahah, i need money people, your should know what to do :D

iawtwemoyjfyer.iaph.

2009-06-04T14:48:00.002+08:00

♥ dont go away.

Okay, im back to revive my blog.I dont have much to say actually.Hmm, so today will be a homework day for me, after going out continuously since friday till yesterday.BUT, one thing! I dont know what homework we have. I just now that there's alot on ncelz and tons and maths homework and projects. I even lost all the project worksheets. K, whatever.

iwwftdtc,ilysmticbtlyg.ilyhwj.

2009-06-02T20:38:00.003+08:00

Maybe, all this is predestined. God had it all planned. It's forbidding us to meet. I really do miss you. Even if it's just a glance from the corner, i would be satisfied. Yet, after separating for so many months, we still couldn't meet for once. Why ? I once really thought i was over you. I found out i was so wrong. Maybe, i am just finding substitutes to numb the pain in me. I really love you so much. At the blink of an eye, we had known for 3 years, and of course, i had loved you for 3 years. Throughout this 3 years, you were always my source of motivation for whatever things i do. You were my pillar of support. I know that i could go to you for opinions, and you would always be there for me. However, everything seemed to have changed. None of those anymore. I really miss the past. To me, you're still the whole word. If given a chance, i am willing to sacrifice everything for the sake of you.I always ask myself to move on, yet i dont have the will power to do so. Something is lacking in me. Everytime i think of you, my heart would be empty. I hate this feeling. But, its all beyond my control. Though we're in the same country, we doesnt seems to have any fate. I guess i am not just a little not over you, im totally not over you. Really.

My heart is back to the pain I once had, and it is the same kind of pain. Whenever I think of you, my vision just went blurred. And I wished I could really cry my heart out. I wanna hide away from the reality. I could never know what are you thinking about.. I don't know what can I say. But when everything ends with a full stop, im totally speechless. I know that im a fool that's still clinging onto the past and things that could never happen again. I shouldn't grieve about it, for its over. But its all beyond my control. I dont ask for more, all i want is just that we could stay in touch. May iloveyou, forever.

2009-04-27T15:09:00.003+08:00

God, this mumu is so damn cute!! Blogshops actually did sell! Mwahahah. 35cm at- $39.90 and 70 cm at $79. Heh, i am so gonna ask my mother to buy for me. She owe me a

$50 plush anyway. This shall replace it. Hees :D

2009-04-26T16:19:00.002+08:00

So sick of memorising. Zzz. 2 test and tingxie tomorrow. I only finished memorising history chapter 4. Tell me how to survive. Tingxie there's two chapter. Worse, still need to memorise its meaning. There's no time to study. And mood also. Star awards at 7.30pm. I guess i shall just watch and cheat on tomorrow tingxie :D woohoo. Well, i even checked e-dictionary during tingxie before. Wahaha.

Ohyah. my father told me that he burnt my skirt when ironing! LOL. But at least not that obvious. Nevermind, at least i still got another skirt to wear tomorrow. Lol. Okay, whatever. Im going to use facebook now :D

if only we could be together for every moment of our life. :D

2009-04-25T14:51:00.002+08:00

The weather is so hot nowadays. I think newspaper wrote the temperature is now around 35degrees -.- It has got high fever. Zzz. I am perspiring like siao nowadays. Even aircon doesnt really helps. God, save me.

Anyway, MYE coming soon. Hmm, maybe not that soon. Still got about 2-3 weeks. Cos even if i were to start revising now, nothing would go in! So what for yeah :D Class test are flooding in. There's like 4 test next week and tingxie. Seriously,i think tingxie is so damn lame. Z. Nevermind, i shall wait patiently for June Holidays. 5 more weeks! ;O

my happiest moments are moments with you :D

2009-04-22T19:39:00.002+08:00

So today was the actual 2.4km run. Heh, and i just borderline pass. :D ? D: ? Anything, no need to re-run can already. Hmm, meaning the remaining 5 stations i need to get 3Cs, and one A and one B at least to get a gold. Hahah, even if so, i just touched gold only, 21 pts, like last year. LOL.
Who cares.

My energy was totally drained out after that. Maths lesson was as f.up as usual. Immediately rushed home after school. Cos i wanna sleeppp. Heh, believe or not, i reached home at 2.18 pm. So i bathed, read teenage magazine and slept till now. That explains why im so energetic. :D Science test tomorrow! I dont feel like memorising digestionnnn. Zz.

maybe your presence would help change the ending :D

2009-04-20T21:04:00.002+08:00

So today was rather okay, with one period for quite a few subjects. Lessons were more of a slack to me though. Heh heh, i love my seating arrangement now. Cos..
Me+Huiling+Saggie = laughing madness! Wahahaha, sometimes all of us just laughed until we couldn't talk at all. There's even twice i laughed until cry. In the end, also dont know why we are laughing. LOL.

Butbutbut! This thursday there's science test and after that, another change of seating arrangements again-.- Anyway, had english oral today. Was fine ? Lol, except for the conversation part. I just used a lot of singlish. I dont know why. Homed after that and i slept until 8.30pm. Well, i was too tired you see.

Okay, some random things here:
-there's a swarm of bees outside my house now.
-there's a dengue case around my area recently.
-tomorrow is my brother and doreen's bday.
-tomorrow is also my brother basic driving theory exam.
-tomorrow is also my sister syf and nchs choir. Jiayous to all (:

Okay, was that random enough ? Lol, bye :D

iloveyou

2009-04-18T19:57:00.003+08:00

This few days were busy. This post gonna be wordy. You may choose to read, or choose no to :D

Yesterday was NCHS 62nd anniversary. So old~ Well, no lessons in the morning, except for art make-up lesson. Heh, i overslept and reached school only at 1pm when lessons starts at 12.30pm. Opps. After that went compass with dominic to buy peiyu belated present. Intended to buy rena's one too, but couldn't find a appropriate one. Ps, there're 6 april babies in my friend list. Therefore, everyone in this month is getting belated present. :X

Report for duty at 2.50pm. We actually need to scrub the table and chairs, iron the table cloth, etc etc. Told you, refreshments sucks. Around 4plus everything was done, means its slacking time! Just kept walking around the whole school with Jasmine, WeiJie and Leon. After the concert, our duty then officially started. Was.. screwed it up. I had to scoop the green bean soup into the bowls. And when a group of NYJC-ians came, my whole bowl drop into the pot of green bean soup. Ohwell, i dont have at the potential to be a waiter though. Duty ended at 8plus ?Was early this year. Went to councillor room to pack up our things and the whole clique of us (councillors) sat somewhere outside the General Office and crapped. Super funny. Hahah.

Then suddenly riduan came down with birthday cake cream in his hands. And he actually wanted to put the cream on us. All of us screamed and guess what. MrKoh came out of the conference room and told us they're having a meeting. Hahaha, overall was rather fun though with the people around me (:

As for today! Woke up at 7.15am! Early isn't it. Had geography lesson in the morning. I dont think it's useful. All i did was copied down the notes. Then lesson ends and i went straight to grace house for tuition. 10-12. Was super tired. I only slept like 4.15 hours the day before. Tuition ended and went home. Prepared and went out to meet rena and dominic.

Bused 86 down to Jubilee and 2matters funny yet unlucky happened! Firstly, when we were on our way to the cinema, there's a man lying at the middle of the street. Rena asked me why and i joking said "aiyah, tired, he resting." Then our next thought wad that the man was a lunatic. Then actually, the man was actually having fits! Opps.

Second thing! Me, rena, and dominic wanted to climb down a stairs at the Jubilee cinema there. Then when we went down one storey, we realise that there's no exit.So we immediately run up all the way back to the entrance. And it was locked! God, its damn scary can. The Stairs is very dark. So me and rena was banging the door like siao and screaming. Then throught the small transparent window at the stairs door, we looked out to the cinema person. She was like gave us a diao face and signal us to go downstairs, where the exit is. LOLOLOLOL. Im laughing when iam posting this. Super hilarious.

Then reached downstairs, escalator up again, And saw the lady. Was super embarssing can. No face to face her. Hahaha. Caught 17 again (: Its was superb nice. Highly recommended. There were some really touching scenes as well as funny ones. Went shopping around with rena after that. And we did something really funny in the This Fashion fitting room! Wahaha, shall not reveal :D

Cabbed home with them afterwards to compass and lrted home. Wow, indeed long post. So did your guys managed to read until here? (;

2009-04-14T19:56:00.003+08:00

This week 4 gonna be a busy week, with all the test, homework and stuffs. 3 tests on thursday. Thank god the only one that really need revision is mathematics. There aint any preparation for lit and english. Even if i did revise, the results would still be the same. So what for. Science quiz today was uhm.. ok? Except for the 3-D drawing. No matter how hard i tried, i cant draw a not deformed 3-D box. So ms chin say " then come for remmedial and draw 10times instead " With that, she took away my paper. Zzz.

Tomorrow would be standing in for siyi for the rehearsal. Ugh. She got cca. Lol. I am so good i realise. But however, if suddenly tomorrow we are bombarded with homeworks, well then i will go home. Wahahah. Thursday was actually a free day. WAS. But occupied with entrepreneurship programme after school. And after that would be going to bugis to buy rena birthday present.

Friday will be school anniversary. No lessons. Hee. But there's art make up lesson at 12, and whether there's cca or not is still unknown. Sigh. After that would be councillor duty, refreshments -.- Boring one. Only day i can so call relax is saturday i guess. In the noon though. Cos i would still need to go back to school for geography lesson in the morning, and after that for my tuition. Now i realise why our teaching speed dont tally with peihwa. We miss out alot of fridays. Then after tuition would be going to watch 17again! Heh. Like finally. Long long time since i last watch movies. I think the last movies i watch was Bedtimes Stories? God, so long ago.

Okayokay, i still need to rush out today homework. 2.4km tomorrow! :X

n-3^o7-1 (:

2009-04-11T16:00:00.000+08:00

secretsecret.loves!

2009-04-08T16:33:00.003+08:00

Heh. I seems to be posting daily. Lol. Trust me, one day i will not bother about this blog anymore, when i am sick of it. Haha. So for today, time passes very quickly! Didnt went for councillor meeting in the morning. Lol, i dont even know got. So siyi and erica just put down my name for duty next friday. Well, see, thats how i get into weird weird duty and programmes, without me knowing they exist, like the entrepreneurship one. Some people just put my name down. HAHA.

Well,PE was fun today. Captain ball :D Long time since we played captain ball. And from school reopens from Jan till now, this is our first session of game. Awh. Tomorrow, actual 2.4km! Ugh.

Maths was.. i dont know. Cos bascially, i wasnt listening at all. Was doing my art homework. Hoho. Pastoral care was alright too. More of free periods. Hee. After school , no cca today, so happy. Went pizza hut with huiling and denise. Saw Mskoh inside. Hahah, long long time since we last saw her. Lol, we were just staring at one another until she waved. Cos we dont really recognise her since she changed hairstyle. I doubt she really recognise us too. She just know that we're previously from 1C. Hah. Ate until i was full to the max. Homed after that (:

2009-04-07T16:23:00.005+08:00

Back to posting :D

Hmm, should i post about my sunday ? Lol. Alright, a short one i guess. Went to LWS 14th anniversary open house with my cousins. Went to dinnered at cafe cartel and homed after that. Wow, short indeed.

For yesterday.. i guess nothing special happened. Cos all i could remember is just that i had a sudden crave for candy floss during chinese lesson. Chester, Alan and Ocean are prevertic to the max please. And god, they're sitting infront of me. Lol.

And today.. another boring school day filled with lessons. School is really okay, just that the lessons totally spoilt it. Morning wad funny. There was this 2 guys, who were late and wanted to escape through the drains beside the carpark. Ridhwan went to pull them back. Guess what. The two guys wrote false names. So cool. Maybe i can learn from them. Hoho :D

Had gastric during the morning till after maths lessons. Was torturous. Lol. Then it slowly turns better. Science project presentation today. Lol, was rather okay until mschin ask me what are the enzymes in the yeast. Lol, of course i had no idea and started to give a load of crap. Ugh. Whatever.

Assembly was not too bad ? Rather funny. Hahah. Then after assembly, waited for ruiqi to call the 4 schools for the breakfast programme thingy.. Hahaha, it was a funny scene. The moment she dont know how to continue after continuous questions from the school clerk, she slam the phone to erica face. LOLOL. And i didnt bring the numbers. Just called finish. Out of 4, mine got 2 got breakfast programme. Troublesome. Sigh. Bought April teenage issue like finally. Lol. Okay, ending here :D

i dont know why but the sudden saddness in me.

maybe, im really in love with you.

2009-04-05T19:53:00.003+08:00

TO THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN IMPERSONATING ME

Fucker, dont think i dont know who you are. Aint you lame. Going around people blog to tag nonsense. And to add on, you stil tag on my best friends one. Trying to sour our relationship huh ? Dream on. You would never had a chance. Who the fuck are you. Why cant you just use your own name.

And just what the fuck you want. Any ways not happy with me, just come straight towards me. Why bother to go and tag people blog and crap there where people wont even believe you ? You jia ba bo sai pang, ai chuay daiji huh. Come nchs find me lah. You think i will be scared of you ? Over my dead body. Get a life please. And i didnt know you love my name so much. You idiolise me huh. Thats why you start using my name. Sorry horh, i got expectations for fans one horh. You this kind of lamers, dog, who only knows how to be a copycat and uses other people name, dont even have the right to idiolise me.

You fucker. Why do you even exist in the world. Just a waste of space.
Cheebye. FUCK YOU.

2009-04-04T19:21:00.002+08:00

I feel like watching Casper the friendly ghost suddenly. Haha. This cartoon is one of my favourtie one. I feel like buying the disc. But it seems kind of waste.

My house area is so noisy these few days. There's two construction sites beside my house, seperated by a petrol station. Lol. One's constructing HDB flats. Another one i wonder what is it. Hopefully its a shopping mall. But i doubt its possible. Then there's pasar malam under my house. Lol, forever blasting music. Z.

I am so boredboredbored. I dont feel like doing those homeworks. Thankfully, this week homework is rather less. Hoho. Been exploring for quite a long time how to create blogskins using programmes rather than code it myself. So far i only know one programme can - dreamweaver. Trying out the programme now. But it seems that i cant figure it out -.-

Okay, my this post seems super random to me, but who cares ? Heh.

2009-04-03T23:16:00.002+08:00

Lessons was kind of slack today, cos its friday! Hees. CCA after lessons. Peiyu birthday today too. Hohos, shes old. Heh. I love the people there, but not the work definitely. CCA was a slack today too. Cos bascially Mrgoh today was emoing. O.o He gave up hope on us cause he says that we keep disappointing him. Ohwell..

Wasn't productive during CCA today. Was playing spot the difference on facebook. Jiayong keep saying that i'm lame to play this kind of game. Guess what. He snatches the mouse from me to play after that. Then suddenly, curtis dominic denise peiyu gideon all come. I think its because we're snatching the mouse so noisly and they came to see whats happening. Lols.All commented that the game was lame. But the game made them play until so high. Lol.

Halfway through, mrgoh came in. Whole group dispersed. Debrief, more of scolding though. I think it lasted for about 30-45 mins leh! But was released early today. 5.30pm :D Initially wanted to join peiyu they all to MOS, but i not enough money already. But peiyu says she can spon me neh! But dont want lah, went home instead (:

Jiayong, you suck. :D

2009-04-02T16:18:00.003+08:00

I am so so so so tired now. Im lacking of sleep seriously. Thank god CCA reverts back to one day starting from next week! Meaning i can rest more. Hehe. Was released only at 6.30pm yesterday and i still walked home with corine. Lol. She's mad. Die also wanna walk. Reached home was already 7. So bathe, i still haave to study for Maths test. Algebra. Zzz. Algebra sucks.
But seriously, i just sit there and stare into space. Then went to sleep at 8plus. And woke up at 11plus? Lol, its then that i officially started revising ><

Then today, maths test. 100% die. The paper was sucha killer. Really. Very tricky. I wonder why Jazin say its easy. Ugh. Stayed back for Entrepreneurship programme or whatever it is after that. Luckily, only one hour! Wheee, but 9 lessons ):

Sigh, CCA again tomorrow. Tiring. I still have to rush out the drawing of characters now after i end this post. I need help. Haiz. Nevermind, but i so gonna sleep early tonight, i only sleep at about 5-6 hours daily, even during exams. Aw, tomorrow another long day, 6.30pm! D:

things between us had sure turned a little awkward..

2009-03-31T21:55:00.003+08:00

Projects definetly sucks. It only ruins friendship. So many projects throughout. Can't they just spare a thought for us ? Where the hell could we find so much time to complete so many things in such a short time span. There's test and homeworks too. We're humans too. We need entertainment. We can't work 24/7. And they expect everything to be the best. Mrgoh doesnt accept " I had already tried my best " this sentence, cause he said that our best are confirm not our best. But, what if thats really our best? What if thats really our standard? There's nothing more we can do right. Fuck, i had no idea why my life had turned out like this.

I had just sacrifice my TV time to do the background for the project and jiayong last minute told me he did already, and asked me to animate the characters instead. Seriously, i didnt learn flash before in the whole of my infocomm lessons from the beginning. How could i possibly do?! Zzz. You asked me if you can pretend you heard i can do it. Of course you can, but of course no work would be produce cause i totally had no idea about animating and stuffs. Seriosuly, i cant take it anymore. You says now everything depends on me. You says you are stress, you have 2 test this thursday. You say the following period gonner be tougher, with mid year and action scripting. Then, what do you expect me to do??! At least someone must teach me how to use flash right. I aint born out to know all these idiotic stuffs. ZZzzz. Fucks.

vexed.

2009-03-30T15:56:00.003+08:00

School was pretty alright these few days, except that i am very sleepy recently. I dont know why, i cant fell asleep in the night recently too. Hmm, weird. I think our maths teaching speed is slow. It dont tally with my tuition one.

Digestion quiz tomorrow. Sigh. Moodless to study and memorise. It sucks. Nevermind, the most i would only need to go for remmedial only. No homework today, CSS later. Yayness :D Well, tomorrow still have to stay back for games? Lol, dont know whats that. Till 5 leh! Saddness D:
Okay, i am going to charge my energy level now.

9 more weeks. 9 more weeks. 9 more. Endure.

Relationships between humans are indeed hard to explain.

You may have deep hatred for someone,and deep love for another one.

2009-03-29T18:07:00.003+08:00

Some updates here.

Friday, was sports day. Release time was 12. Bus-ed 82 home after that with siyi and coincidentally saw corine inside -.- Then went to prepare and met jiayong at CP. Lol, initally wanted to watched unborn with him. But then we doesn't seems to be in the mood. Especially him. He's very troubled. Lol. While im only very tired, but then my brother was doing roadshow at tampines too. So didnt went as i hate meeting family outside when out with friends. Then accompanied him to buy hs comics. Went home after that and i actually i slept from 4-9. O.O Heh.

Saturday, had dinner at dont know where with the whole of my family. From the biggest aunt to the smallest aunt. Mother side. I dont know whats the occassion too. And one meal cost my father $405.70. Expensive eh, but then if divided by all people, one person only $20plus. So i think its okay. Mrt-ed down to Hougang Plaza with my cousins after that. Went in pool. Lol. Played till around 11plus, walked home.

Today, its just rotting day. Lol. Slept till 3pm. But i am still very tired. So 4.30 i went to sleep again and just woke up. Ohman. Tomorrow there's school. I haven memorise the 10 MingJu, study for the digestion quiz, maths test and finalise the science project. Zzz. How i wish June holidays can arrive sooner. :X

2009-03-25T20:08:00.002+08:00

I dont know how to start a post. Lol. Okay, and so i started -.-

Today is wednesday, which is favourite day. Heh. There's two period of PC, and only one sub of double period. Tomorrow gonna be horrible. Double periods all the way. Zzz. Time time time. How i wish there are more than 24hrs a day. Seriously, i hate the week after school reopens. It's always a week to rush out all undone projects and let you clear your homework debts.

Tomorrow theres this stupid chinese test regarding the storybook they bought for us. Lol. We dont even have time to read. And i not gonna care, i just left my book in school. I didnt even read a single word. Next, tomorrow also the deadline for home econs project. Still lack of somethings, here and there. Haiz. Finally, there's this cooking competiton tomorrow. MrsFoo suggested us that we could make sushi. I totally had no idea. I dont even know how to cook plain rice and she wanted me to make sushi rice tomorrow. Impossible. I didnt even practice, i shall just do what i think should be done on the ingredients tomorrow.

BUT then, this friday i have got no cca. Wheeee. How i wish every friday / wednesday there would be some programme, which would cancel away our cca. Lol, i know its impossible. Okay, i need to go do everything undone right nowwww.

keep a little distance,listen to my heartbeat of love.

2009-03-23T16:07:00.003+08:00

School reopens. Lol. Or maybe i should say didn't even close at all. It only seems liek a one-week study break. Zz. So well, lessons are very very energy-sucking. Right in the morning, me and huiling are already on the verge of sleeping. Too bad, who ask ms chin to put us at a corner. I cant even concentrate at there. So 99.9%, i will doze off. The whole day, i can only talk to 3 people. Huiling, saggie, and minyi. Zzzz.

But luckily, no homework today. Wheee :D But suay-ly, i haven complete my science project. Lol. And and, you know i didnt know this friday is sports day until today. Lol. I thought is april 20+
I think jiayong and dominic is very alike in terms of characterstics. Lol. They like to dupe me. They both thought i am an idiot or what, wanna use Discovery life to imitate me. But hee, i got the programme too. HAHA.

Another random thing. I think my nose is allergic to deodorant. My brother just spray at himself as if it was free and make me keep sneezing continously which made me have a runny nose now -.- Okay. Thats all. Another stupid term's here .

2009-03-21T16:12:00.005+08:00

Another boring saturday. There's really nothing to do even if i were to use the com. Only MSN and facebook. And i can't go out with jiayong for movie just now. BUT after this week i can go out to anywhere and everywhere! :D

Bahhhhh. I want things for me to do. Damn, i still haven do the english project. And monday is just the day after tomorrow. How? Die. Homeworks, still not complete. How? Die another time. Problems yet to solve. How? this one i totally had no idea.

Okay, going out with family soooooon. But i dont know their defination of soon-.- Alright, bye!

Yet again, I broke the promise, i made to god.

2009-03-20T20:56:00.001+08:00

Okay. Holidays are damn boring if you're staying at home. You cant excpect anything out of your house. YOu had stayed there for like so many years. Everything's the same-.-

Went Jiayong house just now. Lol. I went all the way to thongkang to lend him my laptop cause his com was spoilt and he want to do ace-learning and ncelz. What a good person i am huh. Its a long walk from the lrt station to his house. Zz. Then when he reach his house, he on the com and he cant find where is the homework-.- In the end, he found, he was like "93 qns?!, then say, aiya, forget it." But he watched some maths video and i just sit there watching with him.Boringgg.

After that shut down and went compass together. Went to popular to bought stationaries. Holidays is a period of time where most of my stationaries will be lost. Then i bought this friction highlighter. And guess what, He went to the library and test on the library books to see if it really works. LOL. Walked around and homed after that (:

I dont know why but jealousy kills.
Everything had changed and grew into hatred.
This is my darkest episode of my life so far.
Everything i had once built had crumble and fell into dust.
You had justdestroyed the innocence of our friendship, with you own hands.

2009-03-20T02:28:00.004+08:00

My blog is so dead nowadays. I just dont have the kick to post. There's cca later, in about 6.5hrs time. Haa. I dont feel like going due to some reasons. But, i cant pangseh siewpeng and jiayong. Lol. Mrgoh is superb demanding please -.-

My eyes is very pain now. 'cause i had just finished 5hours of television starting from 9pm.
9pm-10pm : Holiday Housewives
10pm-11pm: Perfect cut 2 (U)
11pm-12am: Destiny
12am-1am: Dare to strike
1am-2am: 100% entertainment (U)

All's very nice. Trust me. Very very recommended. Okay, i dont know what else to say about. Holidays are coming to an end. I dont really like one-weeks holidays. I would rather have normal school days. All teachers say that this is a good time to catch up with our school works we our lagging behind within this term. But, with so much homeworks to complete, where to find the time to revise ? Revision doesnt equate to alot of homeworks okayy.

I think i had better go to sleep now. 5.5 hours of sleep! Bah. :X

2009-03-11T20:12:00.003+08:00

Today is damn freaky. Okay, right after CCA. Intended to go Jalan Kayu with peiyu,rena,dom,kaiyuan,gideon,nicholas. But after we were released and reached compass its already 6o'clock.
It could have been earlier, but halfway dominic realise he left his wallet in the lab, so he went back to take which took up 30mins. Okay, meanwhile he pass his things to peiyu. And we waited for dominic at the playground and peiyu put his things at the floor. And in the end, he forgot to take! Omg. Super cursed can.

So, since already 6, only me,peiyu and dominic went. I didnt want to go initially, but peiyu asked me to go, if not its weird. Haha. So went, there's this indian guy, his eye espressions is super scary can! He looked at you as if he wanted to kill you. And got big big attitude problem. God. Then we ate and halfway drizzle. So we changed place ( as we were sitting in the open space earlier) and then i was facing the staircase! Thats when everything became so freaky.

We started to link to those ghost matters. And suddenly peiyu and dominic started to talk about their life encounter with these kind of weird weird things. Peiyu even said that one of their friend saw it during their primary school camp. Super freaked out. Really. From lifts to schools, etc etc. Then it was raining super heavily, so we decided to chat there while waiting for the rain to stop. Finally became smaller, we went to a bus stop and me and dominic realise that we aint at the correct one. So we had to run in the rain to the opposite bus stop, leaving peiyu alone at there.

And we waited for super long before 86 came. And dominic was super good to accompany me all the way up to my house lah. Thanks so much okay! If not i think im gonna be scared till death. Reached home at 8pm+

Ohyeah, two more thing. First, I dont really like ms chin. :X She purposely put me and huiling at a corner! RAWR. Worse, its not at the corner of the door, its at the other corner. Zzz. And no matter how much i protest, she dont want to change seat for me. Idiot. And she dont allow me to sit with priscilla BEACUSE OF PERSONAL MATTER. Like wtf. Next, mrs foo just enter me and kezia name for the Inter-class cooking competition or whatever it is called. Sadded lah. I argued with her for very long, in the end she just say " Okay, you can go back, i just enter your names " Zzzz!
In conclusion, its super bad to let the teacher know you. Super unlucky nowadays. Bahh.

One last thing, my brother just came back form thailand. And he is super good to buy me lots of things :D

2009-03-09T16:11:00.002+08:00

ENGLISH SUCKS TO THE MAX!

Ugh, i failed my english common tess paper by one mark. One markkkk. And you know the one mark was actually careless mistake! We're asked to quote the word which is graduate and i actually spelt it as gratuade. Kill me please.

But luckily i passed by overall. But guess what. By 0.7 marks -.- Its only the common test and i only passed by 0.7 marks. For goodness sake, its so ugly on the report book! All As and Bs, with one C6 right at the very top. Zzz. I think i can die for the following upcoming english examinations already.Bah, i dont want to retain pleaseee.

i dont understand why.
history seems to be repeating itself.
please, dont.

2009-03-06T00:38:00.005+08:00

Its 12.38 now. Yet i dont feel like sleeping. Yet i have to endure till around 6pm tomorrow for CCA. Poor wenchou is still mugging for his A.maths test tomorrow. Hehe.
Okay, guess what he sms me :

You should go sleep now( strictly for classmates)

LOLOL. We're chatting in msn and he purposely sms this. Hahaha. Just finished blog hopping. From sec2 -> sec3 -> some sec4-> sec2 -> other schools. Lol. Okay, my mum is nagging as if her battery is just fully charged. Zzz.

Nights people! :D

2009-03-05T18:16:00.002+08:00

Sockyii is damn sleepy to the max!!

School was as per normal. Nothing special. Got back maths, geography and science paper today. Geography sucks. I think our geo teacher is super stingy and strict. Zzz. And i promise i will not sleep late when there's paper the next day. Lol. Its causing me to have careless mistake here,there, everywhere. Zzz. And for science, alot of people got penalised for writing the "(strong) attractive forces" instead of "very strong attractive forces". And that cause one mark. If not i can get...! &#*(&(#.
For maths, i super duper hate mrtong! He sucks. I want MsChum back. Lol. But well, impossible. Nevermind, i am super scared of my english marks now. D:

Ohyeah. I want to grow up faster. Lol. My brother can go overseas with his friends while no matter how far i can go, its still in singapore. And for goodness sake, the whole of march holiday i cannot go out. Not a single dayyyy. I feel like dyinggg.

when you weren't by my side,

i missed you every single second that ticked on my watch.

i need you to reassure me.

2009-03-04T16:15:00.002+08:00

I think im very unlucky these few days. And, today is a super unlucky and lucky day for me. Lol. You will understand why i say so if you continue reading my post.

Just right in the morning, i almost got hit by a car. Lol. I didnt know it was coming towards me you know, 'cause i was rushing for the bus. Last bus. If not i late again. So it just came, w/o me knowing it and luckily, it brake. Very very luckily. The car is less than 5cm away from me. Immediately perk up after that. And it horn so loud that the whole street is looking at me. So paiseh. But well, at least im safe :D

And then during home econs lesson, i didnt bring my home econs textbook and was asked to stand for about one period. Zz. Thank god we're doing workbook after that which allowed me to sit down. Lol. Then, when i was going home, i didnt know there's a motorcycle behind me. Lol. So you know the motorcycle sound was so loud that when i turned around, the motorcycle was directly behind me. So when i shoo away, i almost got hit also. ZZZZ.

Close shave. Omg. And then tomorrow i have detention. UGH. How the hell am i going to spent two hours ? Staring at the teacher while the teacher stares back ? Lol. And and and, there's ms chin lesson for the rest of the week. Which means 2 more days of sweeping the class room. Zzz.
Ms chin is super fussy! One bit of paper she also dont let me off.

But luckily, two things lifted my spirits (;

2009-02-23T15:06:00.004+08:00

Homed early today, the class cheer practice was cancelled last minute. Hahaha, im kind of happy though. Monday is just not a day to ask me to stay back. And CCA would also be suspended! Till hmm, 2 weeks after friday. Happy happy :D

Uh, today got back all those class test, which the result is like totally... I dont know how to describe it. Anyway! I think that me and siyi got some kind of fate in marks. Our science test, maths test, grography all same marks. Although others were not the same, but only different by a few marks, which were balanced in the end.

Hoho. Finally the home econs is 3/4 settled. Home econs is such a burdennnn. Any professional to teach me how to capture the final product in such a way that its nicer ?? Lol. And i would photoshop the photo. Muahaha.

I can't wait for the common test to end!~

maybe you dont know,

im so in love with you,

but yet i chose to pretend as if you're nothing to me.

Life's a torture..

2009-02-20T18:45:00.003+08:00

School was getting more and more fun. And i kinda hate weekends cause there's no school and there's CCA. Well, CCA is rather okay except for the teacher ? Lol. Common test starting next thursday. Ah, the mood's just not there. I still have quite a number of books under my table, which i think i will only clear it on wed or tues. And i found out one thing today, kaiyuan is actually from rivervale primary too. LOL. I didnt know until today. And he's actually in the same class as wenchou! Such a small world~ Hahah.

Uh, staying at home is so boringgg. Like in the entire house, there's only a few forms of entertainment for you. Zz. And the home econs project is really getting on my nerves.

I HATE MY HOME ECONS PROJECT PARTNER TO THE CORE. WTF. JUST ANYHOW DUMP SOME STUPID IDEA TO ME AND TOOK I T AS YOU CONTRIBUTED AND EVERYTHING ALSO TELL ME DONT KNOW. YOU DONT KNOW I KNOW AH. SUCKER. I DONT CARE. I WILL MAKE SURE I SQUEEZE OUT WORK FROM YOU NO MATTER WHAT. __

i'msorry.

2009-02-19T23:24:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry to say that we're not compatiable at all.

We seems to be two different person from two different worlds.

Sorry that i've ended this relationship.

Time will prove that you would find someone better than me.

2009-02-16T20:08:00.003+08:00

LOLOLOL. This "xinying" actually entertaining me and siyi during history lesson :D

Hahaha, its damn funny. And see how siyi tortured it, by tying its two hands together at the legs of our table. Super funny! xD Opps, i dont think the real xinying reads my blog. Haha. History test tomorrow. Haven study for it yet. Ugh, so sian. Moodless to study for anything and everything (:

And there's actually chinese sup. class after school today. And almost i think 1/2 to 3/4 of the class pon and say they've got tuttion. Including me of course! HAHA, suddenly we all from the same tuttion center seh. So trained down to Hougang and meet my sis. for lunch. Ate at pastamania. Lol. Went home after that and slept immediately! I dont know why but recently on sunday nights i just cant fall asleep. D:

Okay, just a short update and i got to rush off to do all those idiotic homeworks and study those irritating tests. Zz.

2009-02-11T16:23:00.002+08:00

MsChin changed our seats today. It's like finally, i get to change my seats. So damn happy! :D
According to our latest science test marks. And there would be a change of seats after every single science test. Lol.

Hmmmmm, nothing much happen today. Shall end there then since there're 3 test tomorrow.
Ugh, I really really really feel like killing MrTonggg. Zzz.

2009-02-10T16:17:00.002+08:00

I can't wait for the new timetable (:

This current timetable totally sucks. Only monday and maybe friday rawks. Hee. 'cause tuesday, wednesday and thursday its like almost every subject also double period! D: Tell me how to survive. Zz. Let's pray that the new timetable would rawks :P

Well, only period i enjoyed today is IPW and English! :D IPW was damn hilarious. And english mdm shannaz didn't come! Hoho. Assembly was hmm, dont know how describe. Lol. Stayed back for chinese supplementary class and my chinese test result is like ^$*&#. I only passed by that pathetic one mark. D:<

Heh, whatever. Homed after that. :D

2009-02-06T15:28:00.002+08:00

School was pretty alright today. Except for that stupid home economics project. Zz, projects sucks to the max. I've no time to do lah. The time is so tight. Ask me how to do. Zz. Only day where both of us doesn't have cca is monday. But i got monday blues, so must go home early. Lol. Then i still had to level up my pet society, viwawa, etc etc. See, where got time?!

Okay, then after school cabbed down to Jalan Kayu with Rena and Dominic. Rena didn't went for the Sec3 camp. Lol. Ate ate ate and then lrt-ed back to compass and finally home :D Alright, thats all people [=

2009-02-03T16:54:00.003+08:00

My msn's crazy. Really really freaking crazy. Or maybe it's my computer. Ugh. creepy. You know its like it would lag for a few seconds then suddenly it auto send a msg to the person you're chatting with. Like wtf. So creepy. Or maybe it's dominic problem, it only happens on his chatbox and not saggie and doreen, etc.

SockYii says:DAMN
SockYii says:WHAT THE?
SockYii says:dun call me sot!! @#$%

See, i can sompa everything not i type one lor! Zzz. See the typing style also not like mine. Ugh. Whatever. School's so... haiz. Andand, ruiqi and siyi is impressed by my "artificial double eyelids"! LOL. Hahah, fyi, i could make artificial double eyelids(am single eyelid) that could only last for 2-3 seconds.

And we're actually playing some hmm, stupid while interesting game during english lesson all together with nicole, priscilla and benedict. Super funny too! xD Then when going home, dom asked me and siyi to wait for him while he go find ms chin a while. In the end, he go home himself first while we were like two gun-dos waiting for him-.- Soo, lrt back with siyi and met longboon and louis on the train. So funny uh longboon. I didnt see hm at first.

Then he smsed me " I changed my no. to blah blah blah."
He used his new no. to send and never adding like XXX here all those. So i asked whos that and he say that he is in the lrt. So imagine, we were actually sms-ing in such a small lrt. Lol.
Gah, i'm still exploring nuffang. Zz, i dont know how to add into blogger. Heh, those who using already, automatic a bit offer to help me leh! Hees.

I think my this post is superb random. Hahah. Ok, shall end here since im extremely tired. I slept at 4am on Sunday and 2.15am yesterday. Seee! 'cause had to "bai tien gong" yesterday and i couldn't fall sleeep lately D:

2009-01-30T18:11:00.002+08:00

School was boring till the max. It's like these 3 days after new year, i always fall asleep in class. Like teacher ask us to do class work, then decided to lie a while become half awake half sleep-.-

And i think im very rude to ms chin yesterday during remedial. Aiyah, not only her. I think im rude to all young teachers. The remedial was sucky lah. We had to answer her qns on the board and once you got it wrong you have to re-queue and wait for your turn again. Zz. So i was like continiously wrong for dno how many times. While waiting i was like at there " ms chinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn" I think she's damn pekcek. Hee.

I say alot of rude sentences such as :
"Ms chin, you dont think you organise this remedial your enemies increase by a few meh"
" Ms chin, you not paiseh ah, keep me until 3pm, i haven eat lunch leh, then still make me lost my sc w/s. "
" Walao, ms chin, give me this kind of qns, then give them(others) so easy one. * stares at her* "
She still say " Zuo mo zhe yang kan zhu wo"
Etc etc.

But all is true okay. But nevermind, i dont think im the rudest though :P And for today! Zzz also. At least cca release quite punctually compared to others day. Haha. And i think peiyu drawing skills not bad. LOL. She draw a character using flash and i was like " eh, seems a lot like the 3D form teacher leh" She was like " ya ya, is her" LOLOL. Damn funny.

Hehehe! Tomorrow going over to my uncle new condo at bishan. Hahahm, to see his house and second round of gambling! (:

2009-01-28T18:45:00.002+08:00

Okay okay, this post's about CNY :D

Hmm, this year CNY is rather boring though. Or maybe i should say every year is boring and this year is even more boring. I guess my cny its more of less about gambling. :d

Eve started to play mahjong after eaten renuion dinner. Played till 4.30am. Actually i wanted to continue watching telly but well, my energy level can't dong any further. By sleeping late is actually helping your parents to "shou sui" also you know! (:

First day went to my big aunt house. Aww, she's sick :O Its damn boring over there. We only ate and then sat down and chit chat. But luckily, i've got smaller cousins to entertain me :D They're really really really cute.And the first day is actually the day whereby you can collect the most amount of angpows.But i think this year economic not good uh, all cut cost D:

My parents went to "chun dao he pan" or what. I dont wanna go this year and so went back with my brother and sister to meet my cousins. Played mahjong. LOL. We opened two tables. HAHA.
'cause there're actually 6 people. Had to play 3 que 1 instead. Police come confirm all kena caught. Changed to blackjack, and in between in the end. In between was real challenging. There was $100++ in the middle and took a real long time to clear the money. Played till 6am in the morning before the money is completely cleared.

Second day went my third aunt house. Reached there they were actually having a mini karaoke session. HAHA. Among my cousins only i meant. Its a xbox game named "Lips" which is similar to karaoke. But this game is damn cool. It actually has a vocal fighters that can let two people to compete and see who sing better. We were all hooked on it for the whole afternoon that we night then started to gamble. Around 11plus headed home (:

2009-01-23T18:59:00.004+08:00

CNY celebration today!

Lol, of course, everything's very standardise. Calligraphy writing competion (-.-), lessons as per normal and then lastly, concert. Only Wind Orchestra had something interesting. Others were like, well.. expected.

So after that went back to rvps with siyi and dominic. I didn't really wanted to go initially.I only went in for like 10mins. Hah. Only find one teacher and that's Huang Lao Shi! (: Only she's worth finding, others are..

Nevermind, after that, trained back to compass and lunched with siyi and proceeded to the bball court somewhere at the sculpture park to meet mabel, shumin, and their primary school friends.Bah, i got hit by the ball twice. One at the face(side) and one on the head. Lol. Alot people suffered the same state as me. 'cause many people were sharing the court and all were playing matches. There was still this case whereby poncho(LOL, idk how to spell his name) caught other people ball and thought its ours. Hahaha.

Played till 5.30 and finally decided to home. Ugh. My head kinda hurts now. After effect of being hit by bball ;X

And! Ms Chum is leaving us next friday! Like wth. She's sooooo goood and nice. Zzz, i wonder which idiotic teacher is gonna take over her D:< And wenchou told me something. You know the xiezuo class or whatever it is, that is on every monday after cny. He's in it. And would be coming to nchs every monday. Lol. Guess what he told me. " Go protests to your teacher and say you wanna take part in this class. " -.- But of course, i won't do it . xP

--
I thought i was completely over you. but after every meeting, i would start to miss you.I tried to remember how the scenes flow, from where we met and how we chatted and finally where we bade goodbye. But, memory is such a special thing.the harder you try to remember, the harder it is to remember. However, im very happy that at least we're closer than before(:
I wonder, when's the next time i could meet you ? All the way till teachers day? I might not be going back. But maybe yes, just for the sake of seeing you once. Or maybe your birthday ? Or.... But no matter what,still loves and misses! <3

2009-01-22T15:35:00.001+08:00

Because i totally had no idea what my heart wants.

2009-01-16T13:47:00.001+08:00

Fuck school.
Fuck rules.
Fuck punctuality.
Fuck detention.
Fuck life.
Fuck everything.

2009-01-12T15:35:00.004+08:00

repeated dreams..

Okay, i now i had not been posting for quite some time. Somehow i just feel like letting my blog rot away. Hee.

School reopened anyway. The homeworks totally sucks to the core. It's like even if i want to do, i don't even know how to do it.

And i think im still some kind of in holiday mood. Hahah. I dont know why but once its 10pm, i just felt very sleepy and then would go to bed and wake up at 11 again and would sleep at 12am in the end. -.-

Last time was not like this. I could tahan all the way till 1am,2am.

Hmm, one thing i can look forward to monday is that during the night there's CSS3! Hee. I find Jarod so cuteee.

Hahah.

One last thing! I think flu and sore throat is on the trend right now. Everybody seems to be down with flu and had sore throat. Well, that includes me too. And i actually drank 2litres of water today. LOL. I just refill my bottle continously. Can't help it. My throat was far too dry D:

我爱你，不是爱给别人看，

何必去管别人怎么想

2009-01-03T16:19:00.003+08:00

unexpected things happens every moment of our life,
i cant afford to lose you.

The first day of school was well.. not that bad though. 'cause if i were to say it sucks, there's still one whole year ahead waiting for me. So, the whole of my day was spent with the Secondary ones. 1D classmates to be exact. And guess what's they class name. 1Die Die Must Try. LOL.They were rather ok. If not for jazin, i guess the whole class would be so dead. Hahah, he's very very humorous.

But its very tiring D: I only had 4 hours of sleep the previous day since i cant fall asleep. And yet the next day i have to endure till 5pm D: I was damn hungry till i had gastric. 'cause we're helping the 1Ds to do the posters during lunch break yeah. We're nice people [:
The orientation programme overrun-ed. They were only dismissed at 5plus while we councillors still need to stay back for debrief all those, so i guess we're dismissed at around 6. Ugh.

Then went compass to eat and home. My energy was so totally used up that i slept at around 10.30. Wow. Rare for me to sleep at this timing. Haha. And like wth, its the first day of school and there's already chinese homework.

Seeeee, once school reopens, that's it. No life for all students. Bah )':

2009-01-01T22:45:00.003+08:00

2009 had arrived! Time really flies. Well, this year countdown was ever more simple than last year's one. At least last year i still went for live countdown but this year i only stayed at home and watch television. Hahah. Then as usual played mahjong. Didnt get to win much since my luck only come at the later part D:

And school's reopening tomorrow. And in another 1 or 2 hours time, i got to be in bed already. Ugh. This feeling sucks. Having need to wake up early in the morning is so terrible. Went to Hougang Mall in the evening. I had to replenish all my stationaries. All vanished into thin air.

Alright, i shall sign off to watch the little nyonya now (:

2008-12-29T10:50:00.003+08:00

Happy 13th Birthday to NicoleMorgan!

Happy endings doesn't exist in reality.

Back to posting since I have got nothing else to do. Im stuck in the Computer Lab right now. :O
Its damn boring. Ugh. Hadn't been active in posting. Maybe some of your will realise too. Well, first of all, nothing much to post. Second, i rarly use the computer nowadays. Thirdly, i aint always at home. Such as go out, overnight at cousin house, etc.

So..

Friday went out with doreen and her sister to century square to watch Bedtimes Stories. Lol. This not really the show i wanted to catch :X I was damn cold inside the cinema. Halfway throughput the movie doreen split her coke. LOL. Lucky my legs were on the seat. Hahah.
Well, the movie was a comedy. It do has it funny parts but to me, its sort of lame. -.-

And Sunday, went temple with my family early in the morning. Reach home just slept throughout the whole afternoon. And, school's reopening this friday! My homeworks haven complete yet. But I guess its more or less. And this wednesday would be the last mahjong session before school reopen D: Gotta play big since that's my only source of "income" Hee.

Alright, shall end right now [:

2008-12-26T10:43:00.002+08:00

Christmas's over, so well no point saying merry christmas here eh. This year's christmas can be consider boring. Just played mahjong throughout to kill time, then sleep and the cycle continues. Lol. But the wishes are really interesting and funny. Shall stop here since i am going out soon (:

2008-12-24T02:25:00.004+08:00

What's the point of holding on to it in the end? Let it go, for it would onlybrings tears and agony. And if it is really possible for time to rewind, I wonder what other alternative choices would i had make.

突然好想你，你会在哪里？

2008-12-22T18:31:00.003+08:00

Lets rewind again... [:

Thursday went with my cousin to hand in his university application form or whatever is it. Aint too sure about it too. But i know that he would be studying as a part time yeah. After that reach home and slept cause wednesday night didnt sleep too. Since he had no work we played poker cards throughout the morning :D

Then friday was rotting at home doing nothing. Can't help it. Didnt really feel like going out recently. Just feel like chilling at home (: Saturday went out with my cousin and my family to Kovan there for dinner only. Dinnered at Xin Wang HK cafe. ( I think) Then walked to Hougang Plaza there to pool. Hahah. Use same method to get it. Lol. Went back my cousin house home first to get some stuffs. Then went back home, bathed and play mahjong again :D
This time round played till 11am next day in the morning. Time sure flies fast.Of course, bat low already. Went sleep till 7pm and ate dinner. And today, slept till 5pm. Hahah.I love sleeping.

And i suddenly remembered that i've got two more Infocomm lessons on the 29th and 30th. Ugh.
Christmas arrving soon! (:

2008-12-17T14:09:00.002+08:00

Was out with my mum yesterday again. Well, went bugis too. Hahaha. How i wish i can buy over the whole bugis street. How wonderful. But well, fat hope. School reopening soon yeah. People around me keep reminding me. Lmao. So yup, just now doreen suddenly called me and say

" Eh i come your house take homework uh "
Me: " Uh, a while more lah "
" I now at your house downstairs liao, byebye"

LOL. That time i haven even woke up. Hahah. Well, i've got nothing else more to say [:

2008-12-15T17:47:00.011+08:00

人生最过瘾的就是因为它有很多转角。
有的转角很惊险，有的转角充满惊。
是惊喜，还是惊险，
不走过去，当然就不知道下一个转角，你会遇见什么。

2008-12-14T22:47:00.003+08:00

牵手或放手，幸福或祝福

Haven't been posting these few days. Ok, rewind...

For wednesday and thursday just stayed at home and watch MissNoGood. For friday night, play mahjong till saturday morning again at my cousin house. Then went home, slept from 8am-2pm and went out with my cousin and my siblings. Headed for Sakae Sushi. Initially wanted to catch a movie but no more seats avaliable so went back to my cousin house since my key is at his place.

Then went back to my house and started playing mahjong and poker cards again till 6am.
Slept till 12pm and went over to bugis with my mum and dad. Bought alot alot of things :D
Alright, thats all.

2008-12-09T14:32:00.002+08:00

I think i should blog now. Hmm, so let me think.. All the fun started from friday night. My cousin went over to my house to play poker cards till 3am plus and then we actually wanted to watch quarantine. But well, using the computer to watch aint nice. Its kind of pixelated and no subtitles. So, off it and went to sleep. Haha.

Saturday went to HougangMall with my cousin and family too. Then went back to my house to play mahjong. Hehe, my cousin taught me :D So we played from around 2am to next day 8am. Initially we intend to play till 10am and then go eat breakfast. But then my mum woke up suddenly. So yeah, 8am went to sleep till 4pm :D Hahaha, my night seems to be morning and morning seems to be night.

So, woke up and then ate and continue our mahjong session! :D Played till 6am the next day.My shoulder and neck was aching. Ugh, i lost money and guess what my cousin told me.

Me: Wah, i lost $30plus le leh.
My cousin: But you learnt how to play mahjong already.

Meaning thats my learning of mahjong fee!You know actually we wanted to play thorugh out the whole holiday. But then, my cousin's working D:

Hmm, okay, and so today.. Went tampines to meet krystle to do homework. Hmm, in the midst we exchanged our homework. Hehe :D Then yeah, went to eat lunched after that and went century square walk around. After that she went for her religion stuffs while i homed. And on the way home i was so tired that i slept and almost miss the bus stop. Alright, shall end here.

2008-12-04T17:01:00.003+08:00

Hahaha, raining nowadays. I dont like to be out during rainy days. Went to compass with doreen and her sister just now though. Lol, main purpose was to return the books. I haven even touch them. Then her sister eyes was glued to the telvesion showing Incredibles Tales 4. My leg was aching.

Went compassavle CC after that. I still accompanied walked in the rain ok! And bused homed finally :D You know i think doreen take advangate of me uh. She told me her maths paper two 9question BUT never tell me branch out into A,B,C,D,E ,etc. Then when i reached home, was stuck outside the house. Rang the bell dont know how many times while my sister continue to sleep like a pig-.- I called her handphone while pressing the doorbell, doreen help me call my house phone. Finally, my mother came home, really finally. Alright, shall end here,bye.[:

2008-12-04T01:16:00.002+08:00

NanChiau people sleep early x.x Everytime around this timing my contacts would only be left with 1 or 2 nanchiau-ain online while riverlites at least 10. So boring so boring so boring!
Online at this hour had nothing much to do. Hmm, anyway, people i guess if your want to contact me, its best to contact me after 3pm in the afternoon. Know why ? 'cause my holiday sleeping hours seems to be from 5am-3pm :D Well, except for some excpetional days that i would wake up earlier yeah.

Anyway! Do your guys have any songs to intro ? Those singers seems to be slacking away.
Nevermind, nights people :D

2008-12-02T23:11:00.003+08:00

Long time since i posted. Find blogger kind of boring now you know. Went to buy books yesterday. Lol. No science and d&t books. I thought no need to study this two subjects initially -.- Then smsed elaine and found out that we're actually re-using back this year one. God, my science book look as if it had been bitten by a dog. 'cause sometimes im using my book to act as a self defence weapon. Haha.

Alright, was supposed to go swimming in the morning and meet xueqi in the afternoon for study.
But well, i set my alarm at 8.30 and guess what. It rang, i pressed stopped and tada! went back to my lalaland. And slept till 3pm :O So, hehehe, paiseh ;X Guess will be going to tampines library this thursday with doreen instead to study as well as return books yeah. The due date's here yet i haven even read it, god. My book review, gone case. We decided to exchange homework :D So creative of us right. Haha. Okay, bye readers.

2008-11-30T19:22:00.002+08:00

1)The person who tagged :
NicoleMorgan (:

2)your relationship with him/her :
Friends :D

3)your impression of him/her :
Hyperactive [:

4)The most memorable thing he/she has done for you :
Ayeee, not sure leh xD

5)The most memorable thing he/she had said to you :
Haha, she love me. lmao.

6)if he/she bcome your lover , you will :
Wont happened one :D

7)If he/she bcome your lover ,thing he/she has to improve on will be :
Hahaha, haven spotted any flaws in her yet (;

8)if he she bcome your enemy , you will :
No ifs ;D

9)If he/she bcome your enemy , the reason will be :
No reason 'cause we wont be enemy :D

10)The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is :
Hahaha, no idea.

11)Your overall impression of him/her :
Funny at times xD

12)How do you tink ppl ard you will feel abt you :
Ayeee, go ask them.

13)The characteristic(s) that you love abt yourself are :
Me ah, good duh~. Hahaha.

14)On the contrary , you hate abt yourself are :
Too good. LOL.

15)The most ideal person you want to be is :
Nobody.

16)For ppl who cares abt and likes you , you say something to them :
Thanks yeah, and love {:

17) pass this quiz to 10 of your friends :
o1 - Audrey
o2 - Charmaine
o3 - Joanne
o4 - LongBoon
o5 - SiYi
o6- XueQi
o7 - Krystle
o8 - Liz
o9 - Pamela
1o - Rena

18)who is number 6 having a relationship with ? -- XueQi
- No one.

19)Is number 9 a male or female ? -- PAmela
- Female.

20)If 7 & 10 are together , will it be a good thing ? -- Krystle and Rena.
- I dont think they know one another.

21)what is no.2 studying abt ? -- Charmaine
- Some crap that MOE set. xD

22)When was the last time you had a chat with number 3 ? -- Joanne.
-Not long ago.

23)What kind of music band does number 8 like ? --Liz
-Dont know lehs. Hehe.

24)Does number 1 have any siblings ? -- Audrey
- Yeah. Younger brother.

25)Will you woo number 3 ? -- Joanne
- Hahaha, we're of the same gender.

26)How abt number 7 ? -- Krystle
- LOL. She woo me better. LOLL, jk xD

27)Is number 4 single ? -- LongBoon
- Hahaha, dont know.

28)What is surname of number 5 ? -- SiYi
- SIAO. LOL, lim xD

29)What is hobby of number 4 ? -- LongBoon
- Playing badminton? (:

30)Does number 5 & number 9 get along ? -- SiYi and Pamela
~ I not sure if they know each other, if yes, confirm through mavis :D

.31)where is number 2 studying at ? -- Charmaine
- Greendale (:

32)Share something casual abt number 1 ? -- Audrey
-Hahahaa, dont know what to say. LOL.

33)Have you tried developing feelings for number 8 ? -- Liz
- LOLLL. Nah nah.

34)Where does number 9 live at ? -- Pamela
- Should be somewhere near NCPS there..

35)What colour does number 3 like ? -- Joanne
- Hmm., black? Most standard one. Haha.

36)Are number 5 & number 1 best friends ? -- SiYi and Audrey
- Doubt so though they know one another.

37)Does number 1 have any pets ? --Audrey
- Not too sure

38)Is number 7 th sexiest person in th world ? -- Krystle
-LOLLL. Dont know.

39)What is number 10 doing now ? -- Rena
- Lmao, how would i know i also never insert CCTV at her house. ;D

2008-11-29T15:52:00.002+08:00

Didnt feel like posting nowadays alrdy. But still a summary of what happened these few days.
Thursday went to meet krystle and her two friends at HG mall and afterwards, left to meet doreen and xueqi and bus down to paisr ris. Friday and today, did nothing at all. I seem to be living a pig lifestyle. I only eat, sleep, watch televisionn, use computer, chat on phone. And thats how my days passes..

Sooner or later, i guess i will just let my blog rot away~ Hehe. Monday going to buy books i guess. Alright, shall end here yeah. Bye readers :)

2008-11-28T17:06:00.000+08:00

如果有一天我们再见面

时间会不会倒退一点

也许我们都忽略互相伤害之外的感觉

如果哪一天我们都发现

好聚好散不过是种遮掩

如果我们没发现

就给彼此多一点时间

2008-11-26T14:17:00.008+08:00

Hey [:

Hadn't been posting 'cause there seems to be nothing i can post for. Been rotting at home uh.
'cause been sleeping at 4-5 am and waking up at 3-4pm. Heh (: Thats why. Half day gone. Hmm, did went out with my mother though. But you know, when you're out with either of your family members, you always cant find things to post about. Lol. Meeting up with xueqi later yeah, after she knock off. She's working in simei :O So far. Heh, but i aint going there to find her although she asked me to initially. Hehe :D

Sometimes i really feel like going back to the past when we were all 5-6 years old. At that time, we dont even know whats the feeling of bored. At most, when we've nothing to do, we just sleep.
And there are so much toys to played with unlike now, we would find those activities that we used to enjoy such a bore. Hmm, i feel like dry-washing my plushs :D Its kind of dirty, but nvm, i still love it as much as i used to. I told my mother that i wanted to dry wash it and she asked me to throw it away.

Rawr, i still remember she throw away one of my baby pillow.Lucky i have two. HAHA ;x Who here dont keep your baby stuffs such as bloster, pillow and blanket? You know its a must for my baby pillow to be with me if i were to sleep at home :D Ohwell, this post is totally random. No link from paragraph one and two. Alright, for your information, i blog to kill time. Hehe. So, bye readers, off for my lunch [:

If i could paint a picture of how i want my life to be,

i would paint my most wonderful one,

with you standing right there next to me.

2008-11-23T17:26:00.003+08:00

Happy 14th b'day to krystle! (:

Rawr, another boring day at home. Im currently waiting for the anniversary gala tonight.
Lols, im getting more and more fed up regarding my sister. Sometimes i just feel like killing her.
Zzz. I really cant tolerate any further you know. There's a limit to everything. How i wish im the only child. Or well, maybe give me a baby brother and thats all :D
Wtfxzxz. Fyou.
( Opps, this seems to be destroying my post, esp the b'day wish to krystle, ps ;x )

Behind your smiles, i know there are sorrows.

Behind your laughters, i know there are tears.

But i want you to know that behind you,

is me who always care.

2008-11-22T18:15:00.003+08:00

Im back {:

I wanna be active in posting nowadays. Hehe. 'cause i wanna have my 300th post asap. Lol :D
Alright, went bugis with xueqi just now. Hmm, actually i aint sure what can i type. 'cause
i dont felt like zooming everything into details. Too tired to zoom in.

Oh yeah, you know, yesterday night i just can sleep :O 'cause i slept till 4.30pm the previous day. And so i started to fidget with my handphone security and suddenly i got my sim locked.
Totally cant use anymore D: And so today woke up and called singtel to retrieve my security code :D Hehe. People, if you wanna use my phone, you gotta break the code (:

Hehehe, maybe i might get a job. It depends on the hourly pay it gonna give me. Met my neighbour just now and found out that she had lobang :D Should had told me earlier right. So i dont have to fred where to find money. I thought of going to rob the bank. Well, of cause i wont, given a guaikia here. Alright, thats all. Bye readers {:

A daily thought, a silent tear,

a constant wish that you're near,

words are few but thoughts are deep,

memories about you,

i'll always keep.

2008-11-21T16:55:00.002+08:00

I am sure you know how it feels like.
Please, i cant take it as if nothing had happened.
This's a deep misunderstanding.
It cant be cleared just by saying a few words.
Oh, i totally have no idea what's going on recently.
I need to know, really, what make you think that i am .. ?
And of course, privacy is very important too.
Dont say that you wanna borrow my phone to look at my songs,
while you went to flip the message section.
And your presence is just making the matter more and more complicated.
Fuckoff.

2008-11-20T16:19:00.002+08:00

PSLE results was release today!
Hehs, the kpo me wanna go back see who's the top scholar (:
Went back with xueqi & krystle.
OMG, this year rvps highest was 281 you know.
I dont know what kind of brain they have to get so high.
I think its the highest mark so far throughout the years rvps was built.
But i guess those pple who didnt went up stage's marks were far apart from those smart pple.
All seems to be crying =x

After that lrted down to CP for lunch.
Lols, and then went walked ard.
Compass too small uh, nothing much. ><
Then xueqi decided to go home, left me and krystle.
Mrted down to kovan.
Went this fashion. Krystle bought her clothes and then went walked ard.
lmao, kovan also too small lah.
LOL xD
Bused home after that (:

我努力想起你笑着哭泣

让自己深爱你再学会放弃

我不想忘记你

就算可以

我宁可记得所有伤心

2008-11-19T14:34:00.003+08:00

Happy 13th b'day to me! (:
Thanks yeah pple, for every single thing (:

Alright, and so went class chalet durng monday & tuesday.
It was fun :D
Ruiqi father bought us there.
Heh, as i told you, i wanna be the same room as the class committee :D
Then check in, went pasir ris park cycling {:
Rented double bike with saggie 'cause she dno how to cycle.
You know its the first time i riding a double bike.
Its very hard to brake ;X
After cycling, was ard time, played cards and then walked to downtown for dinner.
Then in the night had candle fight :D
We've to burn our opponent ropes to let it break.
Whoever did it first wins.
lmao, we're playing in the open field, so yeah..
our foots..
During the night, it was damn freaky.
ZOMG.
We're like screaming like hell.
Now thinking of it, it make me thinks that we're kind of stupid. LOL ><
You know someone knock our door and we opened and theres a white candle there.
The guys put it there -.-
Then went back the room, have a moth.
LOLL. Im screaming like hell.
'cause i cant go out too, the whole chalet lights out already ><
Then decided to go up to listen to MrLau ghost stories 'cause we had nothing better to do.
In the midst,we left 'cause we all were damn freaked out ;X
Knock like hell at liz's room and all of us just run in.
HAHHA, it was damn funny.
Then called MrLau come down escort us back to our own room.
Ruiqi, miaoqi, saggie and wanyee slept.
Erica and siyi using com.
Me somtimes use com, sometimes lie a while.
Uh, time is hard to pass by..
And then finally its moring!

Next day already, was damn tired.
Accompanied wanyee to downtown for breakfast.
then walked back, nicole,charlene&huiting inside our room.
Lmao.
Then yeah, decided to sleep!! :D
Sleep sleep sleep, woke up.
Was still damn sleepy.
So went for second round.
After that went watch madagascar II with mrlin, mr lau, and the usual ones.
God, idk if its the show was boring or i was damn sleepy.
Slept during some parts.
Cant dong any further ;X
Then went back chalet to prepare those bbq food.
Then started.
Uh, mrgoh offered to help us bbq some food BUT,
30% tax. LOL. :O
Meaning pass to him 10 satay, only wil have 7 back.
Hahaha. Funny.
After eating went to play waterbomb :D
Hehe. Packed up and left the chalet (:
Reached home, bathe and lie down, immediately slept. [=

Then today!
Went HG mall with xueqi and doreen just now.
Just slacked ard. Lol (:
Homed after that.
And if your guys are reading till here, great stamina :D

2008-11-16T21:12:00.004+08:00

Hohoho, 1C class chalet tomorrow!! :D:D

Heh.
My cousin overnight at my hse ytd (:
Played with psp & poker cards :D
Guess we play till what time?
5+ seh~ ><
He's damn energetic.
lmao.

Nvm, idk what to post abt.
Im really really pissed off by friendster you know.
(does that means something? )

=x=x
im very confused.
you know one whole shot chatting on msn, chatting on phone & sms.
i all also dno how to reply them.
No wonder there this saying " yi xin bu neng er yong"
LOL.
&you know sms i keep have typo error.
On phone i keep huh huh huh.
Msn i keep haha, 'cause idk what to say, no link.
Then now im on blogger.
HAHA, more confusing =x

Okay, shall end here.
Will be back on tues yeah [=
Byes.

2008-11-15T02:55:00.002+08:00

Tag replies :

KRYSTLE: Got it (:

MINDY: HAHA, i love it too :D Dont think we have. Hehes.

!♥ JIALIN: yoyoyo! [=

xueqi: HANNA, when i song then credit. Hehe

Joanne: I guess so.

saggie: thanks yeah [:

lalalas: Hah, go ask her.

BUNTHANETH: YOOOOOS! <3 class="pn_std">RACHEL♥: Me lehs ? xP

rena: uh, met alrdy :D

Joanne: Hellooo "D

Nicole. YEAH, i also not like SOMEONE, scared also dont want admit :P

lalalas: not platform lmao. is the you know the scan card & the lift downstairs there.

Liz: Small ;x Haha, depends on who you gng the most impt . Hehe

xueqi: ahhhh~ i more bored.

Joanne: thankkkkks "X

KRYSTLE-: Grats then ;)

AUDREEEEEY x33: yooyooo, ;D

Liz: Erm, not really, its a package included in it.

KRYSTLE: D:

Joanne: thanks yo! :D

RUIQI: No lah, i mean i wanna go in the commitee room xD

UH, FUCK IT.
I wanna kill friendster.
Wtf, you know, after all day long of mainteance,
all my friends were gone!
WTF.
It only left me with some friends D:
(at least, you were still in my friend list <3)

So boring.
No one's online now ><
See the timing & you will know.
Lol, oh yeah, class chalet coming this monday :D:D:D:D

GAH, i wanna be in the same room with the com! lmao.
'cause you see, siyi,ruiqi,saggie,erica,miaoqi,wanyee all in nehs! D:
Nvm, i will have it my way. LOL. ;P

Ohwell, nights pple (:
Zzz, gonna go sleep yeah.
Something wrong with the font i think.

2008-11-14T11:49:00.003+08:00

Eh hey, i've got a chance to say morning today.
Lols. You guys know, alarm aint good at all.
I wanted to wake up at 10 to do some stuffs.
And so i setted at 9.45 to let myself snooze it BUT guess what i did.
Press stop and went back to slp till 11plus -.-

Uh, im damn sianz now.
Ohyea, the song 下雨天 by nan quan mama was like so nice mans.
Uh uh uh, what can i do with the net?
Friendster aint working now. Zzz.

Nvm, ending here. (:

我会记得你的好和你的笑

陪我度过每一分一秒还会记得你的拥抱

承诺的事我做得到

2008-11-13T15:36:00.003+08:00

Im back once agn :D
Lol.
Early in the morning went to compassavle with doreen to accompany her take things frm nicole morgan.
Reached there, waited and then she arrive, with xueqi (:
Ohyah, you know, ytd was chatting on phone with xueqi.
Talking all about the past.
Pastpastpast, imissyou ;x
You know, tomorrow those p6 gonna graduate too.
Speech day tomorrow.
Hah, i know its none of my business, but well, those memories...

Okay,nvm, continue.
Then they went for work & me and doreen went CP.
Walked ard, went library. Zzz.
Well, i nidda borrow books for book review yeah.
Then lunched which was like OMG.
First time so long.
Hah.

OK, ending here.

每一次和你分开,深深地被你打败.

每一次放弃你的温柔痛苦难以释怀

2008-11-12T22:11:00.002+08:00

Had CCA outing just now.
Lol. Went MindCafe.
Was suspposed to meet only siewpeng at sengkang lrt station.
Who knows, when i reach there, everyone was actually there too.
Hahaha.

Mrted down and walk to there finally.
'cause no one knows the way to thr. Lols.
Order food & meanwhile, played bored games.
First was snorta.
A very hmm, lame but exciting game. Hah.
okok, then everything in point forms.
-Food arrive
- Eat
-Continue play games.

Haha. Short yeah.
6plus walked to dhoby.
LOL, corrine's shoe soles came out so it was damn funny ;x
Hehe.
And you know when i finally lrted home,
my hse there lrt station actually flooded ><
Yeah, thank god frm thr till my house i can link here and there so tht i wont be drenched :D

OK, ending here :D

2008-11-10T14:46:00.001+08:00

期待让人越来越疲惫

谁和我一样 , 等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会 , 寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞一个人擦泪

一个人好累..

2008-11-09T22:50:00.002+08:00

♥ the biggest struggle of all..

Didnt really post these few days.
I mean a actual post.
'cause been going out with my family yeah.
So well, nothing much to post when with them.

Cant really remember too.
I just know that the show 转角遇到爱 is real superb [=
Been watching it recently too, on the net.
Nvm, nothing to talk about.
I shall go watch TV now,
"ai qing zhan xian" (:

2008-11-08T16:02:00.002+08:00

Tagged by NicoleMorgan :D

A. people who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.

B. tag 8 people to do tis quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.C. continue this game by sending it to other people ;
1-8 : Feel free to do if you want (:

1.what have you been doing recently ?
- Msn, habbo and on phone.

2.do you ever turn ur cell phone off?
- Yah.

3.what happened at 10am today?
- Sleeping.

4.When did you last cry?
- This morning, i dreamt until cry. -.-

5. believe in fate/destiny ?
- Guess so.

6. what do you want in your life now?
- You wont be able to give me, so no point telling :D

7.Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
- I dont think so.

8. are you wearing anything u borrow from someone?
- Nah.

9.what was the last movie you caught?
- HSM3.

10.Does that person know u like him/her?
- No idea.

11.Who always makes me laugh?
- They knew it themselves.

12. Do you speak languages other than english?
- Yeah, i speak zabalang languages.

13.favourite website(s) ?
- No particular one.

14.what are you doing tomorrow?
- Tomorrow sunday.. Hmm, depends.

15.what do you think u are like?
- Go ask my cliques.

16.who will you choose to die with?
- Confirm not you :D

17.where have you been today?
- No where yet.

18.what game do you play often?
- Depends on mood.

19. who are you missing right now?
- Er hems . xP

20.if you have to choose a fren and a love, who will you choose?
- Depends on who the ppl is.

21. what are you doing now?
- Chatting & quiz.

22.which primary sch are you from?
- Rivervale Primary School.

23.name 3 colour tt you like
- Black, white and lime green ?

24.what emoticon do you like to show?
- :D D: (: :)

25. what is life to you?
- No idea.

26. if you have smth troubling you, what will u do?
- Depends on where am i.

27.who did u last chat with on msn today?
- XueQi.

28.who do you admire the most?
- No one.

29. which month were you born in?
- November.

30.How are u feeling right now?
- sianz, pekcek.

31.what is the time now?
- 4.23pm.

32.what kind of person do you think the one who tag u is?
- Hmm, dno lehs. Crazy? xP

33.what colour do you use to dye your hair?
- Never dye.

34. why are u doin tis test?
- Tagged to do so.

35. what do you do when your moody?
- Transform into a anti-social being.

36.At which stage do you wish to get married?
- Depends.

37.who is more important to you?
- More? Compare between which two ?

38.if today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
- Dno lehs, i dont have great imagination.

39. who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
- Those who recieved my secrets.

40.do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
- Yea, saw before.

41.if you have a dream come true , wad would it be?
- You wont be able to fufill for me.

42.what is your goal for tis yr?
- No goal, anw the year is ending.

43. do you believe in eternity love?
- Doubt so.

44.what feeling do you love most?
- Depends.

45.do you really think its global warming now?
- Dont know. Go ask erica.

46.what feeling do you hate the most?
- Empty feelings.

47.do you like doing quizzes?
- Depends on the quiz.

48.do you believe in Gods?
- Totally.

49.who cares for u the most?
- No idea.

50.what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Got alot leh.

51.what will you bring when u fight?
- I aint a barbarian.

52.what have you regretted doing in your whole life?
- My life haven end.

53.what do you do if nobody cared for u any longer?
- No idea.

54.what will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
- Break duh.

55.how do you feel now?
- Dno, mixed feelings.

2008-11-06T17:55:00.003+08:00

♥ a two person matter..

Uh-oh.

Im wondering if i shld quit my current cca ;X

I mean i wanna quit, but idk if others cca want me.

Lol. But i guess i gonna quit with siewpeng & sunny.

MrGoh just had 1 to 1 talk with us today.

Yeah, the same old thing. Zzz.

But hey, he wanna the ans TMR.

Heck, its so fast can.

If we were to say we wanna quit, thn wad if others cca dont want us?!

If we were to say tht we wanna remain, thn it wld be just as the same as toruturing.

&he wld make life miserable for you in this cca.

He would thn bombard with you with questions you cnt ans yet you have to ans immeidately.

We all wanna join badminton i guess.

'cause training aint tht tough.

But, we need to chiong for the nxt two years D:

Sigh, this doesnt help, tht doesnt help.

And so how the hell am i gng to ans him tmr ??

Oh oh oh, god, help pls TT

its a two person matter,

the extra one wld just be kiked out of the game.

Now tht things had come to here,

wad more could i say ?

But i know this very clearly,

i know wad my hearts want.

but, as the day does by,

how many days had we not met?

many many, till i cnt count ._.

my heart wanted you.

my mind is thinking of you.

my eyes wishes to see you.

my ears wishes to hear your voice.

everything, for the sake of you,

but, life just dont go the way we want,

lovelovelove, its just torturing everyone.

2008-11-05T22:13:00.003+08:00

♥ in the long run..

Im bored bored bored TT
Okay, nvm.
Shall post abt wad happened today first.
Lol, maybe a damn detail one ?
'cause i wanna kill time ><

Hmm, woke up at 12 plus, tho i set alarm at 11am.
Heh, ponned cca todae.
Its frm 9-12 ><
(ohmy, thts damn detail) O
kay, not so detail frm nw on -.-
Lame.

Okay, wake up habbo with siyi & erica.
HAHAHA, erica so lao kui.
Hehe.
Thn 2.45 liddat whn meet siyi& her sis & mrted down to hougang.
Met erica & saggie thr.

Mrt-ed down to plaza sing.
Watch HSM3 :D
Its niceeeeee~!
Way nicer thn the sing to the dawn -.-
Thn after movie was 6plus alrdy.
Homed after tht.

Awww, thrs cca frm 9-12 for tmr & fri ><
So sianz sianz sianz sianz sianz.
I need entertainment.
Lol, nvm, shall get back to habbo [=

2008-11-04T20:00:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHH.
I know it second post for today.
But i just wanted to post 'cause i dk which place to gooo tmr.
RAWRRRR.
Theres hsm3 with erica,siyi, & miaoqi tmr.
Theres 6B gathering tmr.

Both are pestering me to go.
How how how.
Ltr thres conference at 9pm.
I gonna die, erica & siyi confirm gonna shoot me =x
I meant 2 against 1 asking me go =x

If hsm3 was to postpone, no time alrdy.
You see :
Thurs erica have cca, fri, sat,sun, they think its ex.
Thn monday, siyi have cca, tuesday erica turn, wed, miaoqi turn.
Thurs back to erica. Fri, sat, sun agn =.=

Liek a cycle repeating.
Lol. SO HOW LEHs.
If i go with them, i kinda pangseh xueqi 'cause i pangseh her didnt go beach todae ><
UGHHHH.
God, such a coincidence ><

2008-11-04T16:30:00.003+08:00

♥ a change of heart..

Am at home for the whole day.

Boring =X

But well, at least i have the time to watch hotshot episode 15 :D

The strong brotherhood among them so touching.

Heh.

Ohyeah, i've just got the songs from xueqi :D:D:D

thanks eh! (:

Hmm, im still wondering if i shld go tmr gathering ? :O

HAHAHA, xueqi's pestering me to go ytd night.

Frm 12am pester to 2am to go beach today.

But i decline.

Thn chng topic to go for gathering.

LOLS.

But the activity's kindda typical ><

Movie & thn walk ard?

Lols.

Shall see how..

UGH.

so sianz. so sianz.

I just rmb tht thr's holiday hwmk -.-

Heh, im gonna strt doing at dno whn,

BUT i wanna complete it before dec! :D

Possible ?

Idk =x

2008-11-03T19:29:00.002+08:00

Okay, am tired to post ytd so this post will be a two day post yea.

Sunday

Hmm, i cnt really rmb tho.

But well, in short is tht i went shopping with my cousins & sis (:

O_O Whn i returning home tht time my wallet only left 5cent -.-

Hmm, wad happened afterwards ? o.O

Nvm, forget it.

End of ytd event. LOL xD

Today

Gosh. Im damn tired now ><

Woke up at 6.30am ehs, its as if the same as normal sch days.

Lol. Thn met siewpeng at lrt at 7.30 (:

Mrt-ed down to harbourtfront.

Travis, DOminic, Daniel & nicholas alrdy reach whn we reached.

BUT nvm, mrgoh haven reach!

Hehe.

&thn after dno how long he reached with ziyin, leroy,keller & jianzhong.

Lols, went St James Power Station after tht.

oO after today must wait for damn long time before i can go in agn -.-

'cause underage. Lol.

Thr's a F1 Stimulator there!

OMG, so cool mans xD

by NYP (:

HAhaha, but is very hard to control the car ;X

Got a fire performance~

Superb coooool tooo! :D:D:D

Did record it down but well, too bad.

My bat flat. HAHA. ;P

Thn at 3pm sharp the programme ended.

&so went vivo city with denise & siewpeng.

Went to watch Sing to the dawn.

God, very far frm wad i expected.

It chnged alot frm the storybook

It was like crap -.-

Lol. I didnt even know wth the show was all abt.

& i watched until almost fell asleep ;X

Half awake , half asleep =x=x

After tht went to slack ard & mrt home at 6 ;D

2008-11-01T22:08:00.002+08:00

♥ where are you..

Early in the morning went back for CCA openhouse.
Its the lamest event i ever went.
Lol. One glance & all you could see is only nchs pple -.-
&guess wad mrgoh say:
"i dont need your to go & ask pple come,
if they want, they will come themselves"
Zzz, wht cca are we?
Not as if thr're valuable thr.
&so in the end, its like only one auntie come
& the rest is all nchs pple -.-

Yea, the boredom thr is enough to make u damn pekcek.
Decided to chat on phone & halfway, my bat flat -.-
Thn wrnt so find SiYi.
She guiding a grp of children.
One of them commented about my attire.
LOL><
Was so paiseh tht i left. Hahaha.

Yups, & thn at 12 sharp was release! :D
Took ride frm Siyi Dad, thanks yea (:

--
Met doreen & her sis agn.
Went anchorvale thr for swim :D
Hahaha. The slides there were FUNNN [=
UGH.
Theres a purple tunnel slide.
Me & doreen decided to try.
Yeah, i first.
Thn suddenly she go the yellow slide, which is not tht steep!
RAWR.
She cheat my feelings ._.

Yeap, ard 6+ went up & bathe.
Wah, the waiting time ><
Thn went to hougang mall to dinner.
Lmao, its very troublesome ordering
'cause the person thr is new.
In the end, alot mistakes ><
Nvms, be understanding yea (:

After tht went walk ard at hougang mall till 9plus.
& reached home on 10sharp (:

2008-10-31T19:36:00.005+08:00

♥ at least spare me tht..

Heh, a miracle happened today.

Lol, but for infocomm club members only tho -.-

'cause MrGoh release puncutually at 12pm :D

Lmao, for the whole of today lesson was actually crapping & viwawa-ing with

siew peng & ee hwee (:

Lol.

Met doreen & her sis after CCA.

Went Bugis :D

So yup, shopped ard & each of us bought tees. (:

Lol.

LOL, halfway throught saggie called me for conference.

HAHA, paiseh, i put down after knowing ur gonna confer

'cause i in bugis yea ;x

&finally done with everything at 6plus, mrted home.

Yea,my turn to experience the packed mrt situation.

Lol, someone's bag was even stuck at the door 0_0

Ohohoh, the cca opening hse tmr. ZzzZ.

Thinking of me make me so..

Uh, i gonna secretly tell those pple not to join these CCA.

LOL. Im helping them okay xP

2008-10-30T11:51:00.004+08:00

♥ it just wouldnt dies..

Singaporeans are real weird.

Or maybe singaporeans tht habbo -.-"
But except me. Hehe.

Go ask SiYi, she confirm will agree with me.

HAHA.

Suddenly thr's this gal tht come ask me :

" Eh , do you go for girls or boys, i like hot girls lehs "

Zzz.

Thn suddenly got this guy hotmail is : web_camguy@hotmail.com

Keep pester me to add him.

& so i add , & heres the conversation between us :

. through the lenses.. says:
whts ur occupation ?

Sick of It All says:
after i see u on cam ... then i tell...

.through the lenses..says:
whr got this type of logic

tcher?

yea?

why silence?

Sick of It All says:
i restart my comp

.through the lenses..says:
tell me ur occupaion lehs

somehow i have a feeling ur email aint really web_camguy

i meant, this just an account u just created & not the usual one u using.

izzit ? ;P

Sick of It All says:
yup

God, hes such a weirdo -.-

Oh, i realise tht if u habbo with friends it can be something real funny too.

HAHAS.

Uh, so sianed.
Tml nid to go back for cca.
& after tht gng bugis i think.
Sat have to go bak for CCA openhse -.-

Monday have to go vivo for stupid award ceremony.
If i not wrong is frm 8am-4pm ok.Zz.
I haven memorise those handsigns ><
Idiot, was suppose to watch HSM3 on monday.
Zzz, but nvms , shift to tues.
Heh, wednesday have cca agn -.-
I guess i wanna pon & go for gathering :D
Ohyea, i gonna pon councillor camp too.
Heh, whtever ;P

seriously, you dont know the pain inside me.

neither do you know tht you are the cause of it.

i long wanted to foget,

but i just coulnt whenver i arrives at ur profile.

on & on, the pain goes on.

on & on, the love for you just wouldnt dies.

why why why.

i wanted to end this pain asap.

i wanna you to disappear in front of me ._.

2008-10-29T12:09:00.002+08:00

♥ every second,every minute, every hour,

every moment of my life when i open my eyes.

Woosh.
Im despo for sch reopens.
But whn sch reopens, im despo for holidays -.-"
Crap, what logic is tht.
Oh, no logic. Lol.

I felt like gng out now, to a peacelful place ><
My hse have got world war III.
Between my sister & mother.
My sis pon school & blah blah blah.
& in the end, whos the victim ?
Me, duh.
Lol.
& tht even wake me up in the morning. ZzZ.

Oh. Went wanyee blog just now.
Got the coffin URL.
LOL, i clicked it & while loading halfway i immediately closed it.
yea, i guess im scared 'caz im alone in the hse now :0

bilysmtiatoyemiwu.

ily,k.iwdaftsoy.

ygmsh, igbof,mlimmmn.

tysm.

(Dont try to decipher, 'cause u cnt :D)

2008-10-28T14:59:00.004+08:00

♥it do matters..

God.
Im so darn boredddd.
Just finished hotshot episode 14 :D
Uh, nidda wait for one more week before another espisode is uploaded.
&all the songs inside are so nice mans.

But i still cnt find on net -.-"
Some dl but cnt read data. Lol.
Ohyea, chnged blogsong to one of the songs in hotshot [=

Im bored bored boreddd! ><

Nvms, maybe i shall for sleep.

I hate my cca. Lol.

So random here.

Zzzz, i wanna sch reopen ;P

Anyway, it doesnt seems to be holiday too, 'cause of my stupid cca =x

OK. Forget it.

Shall end here yea pple :)

2008-10-26T01:00:00.003+08:00

Ohyea, pple relink me at :

http://oh-whyy.blogspot.com (:

LIM SIYI u watch out.
Die die oso dun wanna relink me.
Still in msn talk so much crap.
LOLLLL.
But its funneh lah.
But i not complimenting you okay.
Dont get too high.
Its funneh because u have a funny partner like me :D
To help u pei he everything :D

2008-10-23T18:47:00.002+08:00

Ohyea, the dec hols are here.
Gonna be damn bored.
Gonna be rotting at home for dno how many days.
Hmms, today after sch pretty fun :D

HAHAHA.
Alright went lunched at KFC with priscilla, mabel & shumin.
Halfway saggie join us :D
After tht went library.

Someone kept spamming our bluetooth.
LOLs. First one to recieve is shumin, thn saggie, thn me , thn mabel.
HAHAHa
&suddenly it continuous spammed me & i accidentally accept =x=x

Thn after tht we sat at the library waiting for it to connect to us,
LOLS. Frm dno whn sit until 6 liddat.
&mabel actions & words are so funneh.
I guess we're the noisest grp thr.
&finally saggie mum abt to reach nchs & the rest of us homed,
while saggie went to meet her mum. ((:

2008-10-21T16:06:00.003+08:00

♥ i dont give a damn

IT day is stupid.
& i meant it, darn stupid. __
Whts the purpose of having this programme anw ?
I wld rather go sch.

Its totally pissing okay.
Yea, i woked up at 9 & officially strted only at 11.
MinYi com hanged & Elaine had prob using the msn.
Lol.
So left me & erica.
Thn erica was in her grandma hse & connection lost.
LEFT ME SOLO.

Luckily she chionged back to sengkang :D:D:D
Yeap did & everyone was so pissed tht strted scolding vagular in the conversation box.
LOLS.
This example is really funneh :
MinYi : So wht the fuck am i gng to do ? (*shocked)

Erica : hahahas, minyi so cute
MinYi : Go die lahhhhhhh.
LOLLLL. Its hilarious.

&its superb lag man.
i've to on both destop & laptop to do.
Zzzz.
Till now it aint even completed yet.
Yea, look at the time.
4.37pm.
No one cares alrdy.
Im just gonna combine everything & send it.
With many qns left unattempt ;P

So yups, tml schling will be back to normal ;O
Dno if its good too..
Hmmms..
OK, shall end here yea pple (:

2008-10-20T18:08:00.002+08:00

♥ all for the sake of you..

&so! todae was promotion day (((:
Lol.
Went out with sara, saggie & shumin (:
Miaoqi last min CMI, lol.

Went plaza sing for movie - butterfly lovers.
oO, nice to me & saggie.
But not to sara & shumin. HAHA
But trust my taste ;P

Yea, after movie went dhoby xchange arcade & neoprint.
&after tht we're stuck, dk whr to go.
Hahs.
& so in the end, all mrt home.
Lols.

UGH.
Stupid. Just wth are we gng to do for e-learning day tml?!
I logged in into nclez & cnt even find the document.
Lol.
But nvm, erica wld do it one. xP
So erica, depend on you ler arh! =PP

2008-10-18T14:23:00.009+08:00

♥ forever, till it fades..

Im in ♥ with my blogsong!

Heh, its just so addictive ((:

Its frm JayChou latest album tho.

No harm listening to it :D:D:D

Uh-oh.

My phone's stuck in the Nokia Service center NOWW. =x

& worse, i lost my previous phone charger.

UGH.

How am i gng to survive through the weekends without it.

Some of the functions inside just spoilt , w/o any warning.

Uh, it aint user problem okayy ;P

& neither izzit Nokia's problem.

Its just ..

Predestined.

Heh, so yup, pple, stop contacting me thru hp for the time being (:

很想，很想忘记你，但办不到。

很想，很想把这番话告诉你，但开不了口。

因为我发现，

每当我睁开眼睛时，

你已经是我最思念的人。。

2008-10-16T22:46:00.003+08:00

♥ 'cause i find myself sinking deeper & deeper..

Uh-oh.
&so today was the checking of papers day.
Ohmy, its totally like hell man.
Its like one whole day 8 papers threw back to you =x
I've got a weak heart =x=x

Lols, nvm.
Im so not gonna care alrdy.
Anw its over.
So we shld relax yea pple ((:

So yups, after sch bball at school :)
Yea, 'cause sec 2 & 3 were having ICG.
No one to snatch court with us :D
BUt halfway thru, it rained -.-

Went to the canteen slack till 4 plus
& walked to compass in the rain :D
Its fun okay, long time since iwalked in the rain.
But rain have lots of other meanings too..

So yup, siyi & shumin were actually using umbrella.
HAHaha.
Well, whn reached compass was very cold :X
Yups, lrted home after tht (:
Ohyea, tml sch's only till 11am :D:D:D

2008-10-15T15:57:00.002+08:00

♥ 就是开不了口让你知道..

Heh, its marking day todae ((((:
But well, inititally planned to go out but chnged to promotion day instead.
So yea, wanted to go Anchorvale CC complex BUT heaven emo-ed & cried.
Shall see whn i'll go ..
Lol.

Am so bored.
Alone in the hse throughout the day.
But well, i guess i prefer alone thn with family members :D
Heh. Watch KungFu Dunk to kill time.
Lol.

oO, holidays are getting nearer & nearer.
idk if i like it too. Lols.
But well, singapore seems so small.
Tried to jio pple to go out but i cnt think of a place ;x
HAHs.

& hey pple, stop using unknown number & prank call me, WTF.

2008-10-14T18:38:00.002+08:00

Hey pple, EOY's oh-so-finally over yea (:
Heh, maths paper 2 was alright but i think i've made alot of mistakes.
Lol, not gonna care man, 'cause i cnt do anything to it too :D
After the PE paper , thr's seem to have a kallang roar going on.
Everyone was shouting while our class all were staring at the clock for the time to reach ;x

So yea, after sch went sculpture park agn to bball ;D
With Yenni, Shumin, Elaine, Priscilla, SiYi.
Matched (:
Erica & saggie joined us after tht ;)
Played ABC.
Chng to captain ball using bball. HAH.
&my uniform seeemed so darn dirty ;x
'cause its white so yea.

Ard 2 went Cp & lrted down to rivervale mall :D
Had a min talk session at staircase with Felyond, Regina, Vernice,Yuxuan,
& one more ponggol gal i dno.
Thn went buy cards & went Felyond hse play dai dee :D
Reached thr, Wenyu, Timonthy & one more guy , aalrdy inside her hse, & shirleeen.
Eileen & a p5 gal joined us after tht (:

Yea, i onlined but thn sheena, eileen & wenyu wanna use the com.
So yea, i guess some pple talked to me but i didnt reply.
Sorrehs , 'cause its too late whn they signed out ;x
Well, i asked them to tho , but i didnt see tht thr are open conversation box.
Sorry pple.

Ard 5.45 like tht i guess, felyond sent me to the bus stop & waited with me for the bus.
Heh.
Bus-ed homed & bathe.
WOW O WOW. Felt so refreshed after bathing.
'cause after playing the bball i went straight to felyond's hse yea. =x=x

*cheeers!
tml is marking day yea pple :D:D:D

2008-10-10T14:53:00.003+08:00

Tag replies :

Hui Min : Hellos , hah, nvm (; Thnks for the tag too ya ;)

john : You are.. ? jacab ? 1D ? I only know Jacob frm 1F. Lol.

♥ JIALIN : Helloooo! (: Hah, you too yea, so far so good ? (x

RUIQI : Hah, if i this time nvr score well lehhhhh ;x

HOWANYI ;} : HELLOS. Thnks thnks ;D You too, for ur results i guess. Hah.

lalalas: Its totally impossible tht i wld win Saggie. Ya lah, whn i do was like so average & thn whn compare ans, was like totally hell. Hmm, maybe you go borrow equipment frm Doraemon ? Hah.
Not loh, wont drop to so low deh, wanna bet ?

Liz : Hey (: YEA. At first i thought Raymond Han was those no brain one. LOL.

doreen : All the best for your results (:

NICOLE: c'mon i sompa tht time is cao taiko one noh. i 12 marks fly away ler leh. wth.
Heh, i dont like animals who bite. *shooooo! LOLLL.

2008-10-10T14:42:00.002+08:00

3 more papersssssss.

Heh. Eams are just so sickening.

Everyone will agree with me :D

Nchs seems to proceed so slow.

Alot schs had finished & we're still stuck with 3 more papers D;

PSLE ytd finished too, for those with higher chi tho.

Hah. See , our speed's slow till.....

Nvm, back to todae.

Literature was like hell.

For the unseen practise.

I dont understand ;x

For the d&t the drawing parts were like hell too.

Except for those i memorise, others were all hard Hard HARD!!

Ended & went sculpture park bball with ,

Elaine,Erica,Priscilla,Sara,Shumin,SiYi, Yenni.

Mabel joined us after tht.

LOL, whn we're playing halfway got a PAP boy was like so cute.

He came & joined us.

& we taught him how to throw the ball. HAHAHA.

Yea, 1 plus went compass & homed (:

Heyheyhey, pple teach me how to do the art ><

I totally have no idea =x=x

2008-10-09T11:21:00.007+08:00

5 more papers! :D

Ohyea, left only lit & d&t which is tml ;D
Thn art , maths & physical education & everything's over!! :D
Heh, but i dont dare to see the results ;x

My english confirm's a C.
So no need to anticipate anything.
I guess my chinese gonna flunk.
I screwed it all up ><

As for the history, the time doesnt seem to be enough.

Im like rushing at the structured qns tht i dont even understand my handwriting .

Maths paper one's rather easy :D

Science paper i made darn lot of careless mistakes.

Idiot.

Geo paper todae was well, idk how sae.

Somehow i felt is diffcult.

Somehow i felt its average.

BUT, i realised i made alot of careless mistake alrdy D;

Shall chiong for the remaing papers.

BUt i guess i can only chiong for d&t & maths paper2.

AHHHH. i superb superb hate flag raising ok.

Pardon me for all the mistakes.

I know tht tuesday its too slow & my hand is very high.

I know tht today its a bit fast & it vibrated up whn the song's abt to end.

LOLS.

All were laughing thruout the pledge.

& i know alot pple frm my class saw it ;X

The moment i walk in, they was like " i saw how ur flag moved"

Gonna sleeeppp now :D

Am so tired =x=x

Heh.